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daidoji_giseiI am giving up on my plan to have a housewarming party for my new apartment. When I had first planned my move I decided I would have a birthday/housewarming party at the end of December, and when that didn't work I decided that I would have one in January instead. Looking at what my work schedule has become for January I realize that I won't be having time to finish my unpacking, much less organize a party. So.
For about 30 seconds I contemplated having one in February, but--February is never a good month for me. February hates me, and I'm more than willing to reciprocate. And really, the last time I decided I wanted to throw a party in my honor my 40th birthday was coming up. The day I started planning it my mom went to the hospital with what was diagnosed as breast cancer. The universe does not allow for me to have a social life; I need to give up now on the housewarming before something worse happens.
For about 30 seconds I contemplated having one in February, but--February is never a good month for me. February hates me, and I'm more than willing to reciprocate. And really, the last time I decided I wanted to throw a party in my honor my 40th birthday was coming up. The day I started planning it my mom went to the hospital with what was diagnosed as breast cancer. The universe does not allow for me to have a social life; I need to give up now on the housewarming before something worse happens.
